In the time it took for you,
to call me back,
after you said you would.
I had space to pretend to be ok about it.
And in the time it took,
for you to text me back,
I had had to figure out, what to do without it.
In the time it took for ticks to turn blue,
I had to learn not to count on you,
And in aaaaall the time it took,
At your own convenience…
Be there for me,
Support, love and be companion to me…
I forgot why I thought needed you, in the first place.